crash and kaboom

i did not see it coming. honduras isnt happening anymore. i dont even have words to express my disappointment and disgust in some people. for weeks everything seemed to be coming along, beyond honduras too. and it's like someone screamed HALT and everything stopped but i kept going, and so crash and kaboom. woe is me. im off to the city for the weekend for some much needed family and friends time. need to pause, reflect and come back with a clear mind and a plan. no picture today. just cant. L