The opposite of love

I havent posted in well over a month. honestly i just havent had anything of worth to share. i have been battling with teaching issues and battling with stupid men. or rather a stupid man. ive spent a lot of time in bed, on the couch, or driving around, not entirely sure what i was trying to accomplish.

I learned a valuable lesson from a good friend yesterday, "The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. It's when you stop giving a shit".

Clearly my problem is i still give a shit. so while i continue to give a shit, even though ive been told i really shouldnt, i have been wasting hours of life on PINTEREST. so many pretty things....like this shoe:

so while i sit here trying not to give a shit ima stare at the gorgeous peacock blue shoe and breathe deeply out and then in because in and then out is far too complicated.

xo laura